Well, physical life is pretty hard right now and isn’t letting up, so far. This will be short and is basically a prayer request for healing and pain control/relief. We went to see my doctor yesterday to re-evaluate the current pain control and I left hoping for a better quality of life but that is still out of reach, it seems.
it’s a pretty vicious cycle.
Spasms are very common-place at the moment (have been for a little over a month now) and I can feel them further inside than just on the skin or the outer layer of muscles. These ones are more uncomfortable (so to speak) and tend to last longer than the more external ones.
I’m trying to keep myself in balance, but being that I can hear myself gasping at points from the pain, I know CC and the kids can/do too.
Things are just hard right now and expressing this was one of the original intentions of this blog/journal.